Random bits of maybe useful information

Each relationship takes it own course. I understand how I’ve cut one completely out of my cards.

The content of a number of cards will change, with the development of ‘shadows’ – my version of ‘reversed’ meanings

Finally the cards will merge into a single healed tarot card, and the story will be complete.

I still fear the process a little, only because I am drawn to it in an inexplicable way.

who, som,ething happened there! this is meant to be the start of a journey, and the beginings got chopped off already what that all about? I rember ! beauty is in the 'I' of the beholder. geddit?

Ace cups -

the begining of an emotional journey, a relationship

I’s I’s I’s, its always’s I’s

O god, I don’t have to get to know my SELF do i?

2 cups

a close friendship

maybe romantic, maybe sexual, maybe platonic

love

Inspired by Daniella and ….

I felt like dancing. It felt so good, I just wanted to be dancing and be balanced and be with you.

3 cups

a party

3 friends dancing,

the energy formed by a balanced group

Rubbish! Stoned rubbish,

But nope, these paintings really are coming out right. I wonder if it is my own expectations, a familiarity, fuck man.its just me, no one else is going to like it as much as I do, its worthless. I don’t really want anyone else to see, in case they think I’m stupid.

4 cups

something better coming...

a change of perspective can reveal a hidden treasure,

things aren't as bad as they seem

'you may be feeling glum, but ..."

Beautiful, put the cups next to the white house where the grandma lives where the mirror is where Daniella comes into her green world sometimes, but there’s storm in there, and anger and pain and someones going to have to cry and why can’t we move on? Oh fuck. It could all be so good if we just GOT ON together.

5 cups

rain fills the empty cups

when things seem empty, a little effort is required

its going to rain, make sure you grow because of it

Easy! A nice pentacle, and something will come up… yes! Up there, sort of rising out of the others. It works! Yes J

Wow! I’d forgotten to watch for this card. 12345

6 cups

living an old dream

its easy to get lost in our old dreams, the old holy grails

enjoy it, but don't hold on to it, there's nothing really there.

This came easy. All I did was say a few words, and it sunk in and now it works.

Extra dimensions, movement and sound, all guided by my higher self, didn’t worry, had fun, made something quite amazing. ‘Magic I’, make the Magic Eye – the analogue J
come on you techice boys, come on you techie boys. This is fantastic

7 cups

dreams and illusions

'a chance to make a dream come true'

finding the truth in the illusions

See ya, wouldn’t want to be ya.

Just let it go, just let it go, don’t smash it as you leave – its beautiful.

I love you, so much. Cioa.

8 cups

goodbye

finding the strength to leave love behind,

and then learning that it awaits you at your destination, grown stronger

Can we just snuggle up and go to sleep?

Oh. I love to relax with you, I could just slide forever into bliss, I’d love to be with you, wherever I am. If I’m human, so are you, if I fly, your wings are the wings that hold me up.if I’m spirit, we glide around each other as tenderly as lovers can, and always I’m falling beautifully and forever into you.

9 cups

feeling good. Sensory pleasure, intimacy

becoming the vessel, from which others drink

A beautiful child floads above a swirling field, painted on a pillow bought to share the bed of a beautiful marriage built on love and respect.

A new life, a new world, a new and beautiful child, somehow larger than us.

10 cups

bliss.

emotional completeness, independance, beauty.

rising above it all, feeling secure.

Something fishy going on here!

Is that you?

No – its my friend in Australia.